Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
okayyyyyyy.
been super long since i blogged.
today (just today?), i stumbled upon a biiiiiig discovery.
i realise... that..... i have super no faith in relationships.
it hit upon me that.... to me.... to know that guys who stray... is the norm.
its like i actually EXPECT them to stray. if they dont stray, i find that, WAH, this is a bonus, how nice!
...LOL....
-shakes head in dismay-
why ah? how did i become like this?
is it becos adam held another girl's hand? jk kissed another girl? zs was cheating?
plus the more little jane grew up, the more her eyes widened at the ways of the world, where money ruled the world.
she knew what man of power and deep pockets can do. women threw themselves at them.
she knew what handsome bad boys can do. they play and break women's hearts.
Still, women threw themselves at these bad boys.
these men, either with money or looks, are brimming with confidence becos these women threw themselves at them shamelessly.
where does that leave the men who aren't confident?
let little miss jane tell u. these men, are so deprived of attention from women, when ANY woman show them any attention, even if the woman is uglier than the girlfriend, these little unconfident men are more than likely to stray. becos of their hunger. they havent tried their fair share of women in their life yet, so they are not letting go of any chance.
as she began to accept it as the ways of the world, she did not realise that her faith in men is slowly eroding.
it doesnt help that she shares the same goals as them - to be rich and look good.
by sharing the same goals, essentially she is assessing the same mindset.
and trust me, the mindset sucks.
by getting into their mind, i know how these bustards think.
"just cheat on this girl lor, who cares, even if she break up with me, i can easily get a gf in a couple of days,"
"aiya she wont ever leave me one, i am subsidising her shopping, the most i buy her a branded bag lor"
and how i knew all these ugly thoughts? because when bfs threaten to break up with me , i catch myself thinking "aiya if u really wan, just break up lor. its not as if no one is chasing me," yucks. im disgusted but i'll admit i ever thought of this before.
the world is so ugly.
why women throw themselves at handsome men? cannot resist.
why women throw themselves at rich men? cannot resist their money.
why women throw themselves at low-calibre men? because they want to make sure that they are the best thing that ever happened in his life so he will shower them with attention.
why do these women seek attention so much?
because they do not receive attention from their handsome/rich boyfriends.
because the handsome is busy womanising with other chicks, for free. hence no time for gf.
because the rich is busy womanising with the other chicks, he is paying them for their companionahip. hence no time for gf.
DAMN, this world is F*CKING UGLY.
And I am damn right. mark my words, i am right.