Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
Saturday, January 15, 2011
today we are gonna talk about my renting room incident.
i rented a room in order to be near to my workplace.
i remember i kicked up a big big fuss & threw tantrum when dad told me to ask alex to help me with the moving-in. i keep insisting on not asking, for fear that he will reject. after all he never really bothered to send me home or to places, what more that i ask him to do such a streneous task? he confirm reject me one. thats the reason why i keep so many of those spare backups with me mah! to transport those things. but of cos i have my pride. dad didnt have to know the real reason.
dad insisted me to call. i was scared stiff! luckily alex agreed to help me move in. i literally heaved a sigh of relief.
now i've decided it's time ti move out. encouraged by the fact that he'd agreed to help with the moving in, maybe he can help with the moving out. Thanks be to God, he agreed readily again!
it was raining heavily when he helped me move my stuff into his car.
drenched, we panted & took shelter as we moved in the last of the stuffs. "i'm so glad i asked for your help today. if not for today, i would never have realised how much you loved me."
"how much i love you?" he repeated, genuinely surprised.
"ya usually i asked those backups for help, cos i scared that you would reject me.."
he smiled knowingly. he totally knew what i referring to regarding the backups.
during our meal before the movie our topic somehow linked to the topic "male friends".
i told him ever since i drew the line so clearly with those guys, i no longer have close male friends. seems like they accompanied me just for the hope of getting into a relationship with me only. when it's not possible, they just left.
"cannot be all like that what. don't u have those that genuinely start off with you as friends?" he asked.
"have! but eventually they end up liking me. then same story applies."
we both laughed knowingly. i wasnt joking. i meant every word i said.
"perhaps they're just not mature enough," alex concluded.
finishing the meal, we went up the escalator to proceed to our movie. as we went up the escalator, i could sense that he was checking me out. i could see that he was trying to validate my story. maybe he didnt know it, but he was really obvious when he was checking me out. he seemed to be evaluating my whole body man! then he placed a hand on my tummy. it was flat. he smiled. he likes what he sees. no holes in my story. :)
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by the way as i am typing i'm wearing a 0.53 carat diamond ring from Larry's. he hasnt proposed formally yet, but he has asked informally. this ring was bought during GSS 2010 (around june 2010) but i didnt wear it till nov 2010. our BTO is in queenstown. it will be ready in year 2015.