i just woke up from a dream.
dream content is basically an instinct not to marry alex, and people advising me likewise.
dream started off with he and i walking to a swimming pool. (seems like i dreamt of this place before--i can remember there's a better pool up ahead to my right). we were going to immerse in water. he saw this girl he knew (i don't recognise her) walking by, chatted awhile before parting ways & coming back to me.
"where we're heading is nothing compared to the fragrance tub", he said. fragrance tub? my ears picked up, alert. "oh, which room?" i said coolly. "504 & 506" "you booked TWO rooms?" i asked, feeling his actions were ridiculous. "ya, the tub's sharing between these 2 rooms, so i booked both rooms." i was thinking, you booked the room for what purpose, who else & how many other people were in those 2 rooms, and how often u did this sort of thing. (if i hadn't ask i wouldn't have found about about this secret activity.)
we reached the place we're heading, scene changes to a chalet-like place, with mountain/forest view but it as pitch dark outside. a few people were gathered at the mountain/forest, felt like they knew alex. i went to bathroom to change, came out in my black bra and matching undies. i don't know why i'm wearing bra to soak water, lol.
walked into a room, saw sam & another one of the guys there. maybe jason chong? i'm not sure. could be mark or wx. here i'm not exactly sure what happened, but it seemed like i'm quite shocked upset and disturbed that he has so much of such secret dubious activities behind my back, stuff that i didn't know of and only discovered today. also i was raising some hoo-ha about a girl and him, the guys were sitting on the bed head listening actively to this convo. then one of the guys said "(alex) eat a bit only what, not say the whole thing.." but he seemed like he got a long string of eating-a-bit-only instances which im not aware of.
scene changes, i was at some family gathering of alex's (possibly a wedding?) and there was this girl (relative of alex?) who felt like dawn (not look like) telling me of some of alex's "freedom" traits, that he could move out all the way to tuas to stay with sam (tuas???), his frequent going out without informing etc, makes him a not very reliable person as a whole.
last scene i couldn't remember much, just that i was at a bus-stop still absorbing & sorting out all these newly-obtained info, that i missed my trans-island bus.
and then i woke up.