Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
don't know why, recently keep forcing him go kov with me.
& keep getting rejected. bahhs.
felt unattractive. and in turn have little outbursts of emotional madness.
we were supposed to kov today, as usual, suggested by myself.
as fate would have it, i fell ill today.
down with rapid heartbeats, breathlessness, cold & flu.
told him im ill & at home, cant make it to kov.
"when i end work i come over," was his sms reply. so sweet of him to offer. it was 1.30pm. i remember him telling me yest that he shld be free at abt 4pm. ok, i shall take a nap first, i thought to myself.
by 4.30pm he still have not come. i gave up le. his aunt was coming 4 dinner, and he wanted to watch a soccer show frm 8pm-9pm, so i told him we meet after 9pm.
i felt better (frm sickness), so i got up to continue my work. throughout my work i was half musing on what he had mentioned to me in the past, that he would come over my house & stay by my side & watch me sleep whenever i fell ill. guess that day wld never come.
6pm. recvd a call frm him. "i've got many things to give you! the main prize was a stitch clock, but there are many other prizes that come along with it as well. i'll give them to you tonight!"
oh! i was jostled awake. no wonder he never came! he was playing for the stitch prizes to bring them along to cheer me up! & to think i lost hope in him so easily...
i decided to smile a lot for the night & stop any emotional outbursts. for him being so nice to attempt to cheer me with the prizes the least i shld do is to keep him happy. upon reaching the car, there were 2 surprises for me:
the first: he handed me a bag full of stuffs with an excited smile. wow! inside there's an aloha stitch wall clock, a mousepad, a laptop cover sticker, & a tiny inflated stitch. double triple wow-ness.
the second surprise: he handed me my card with a smile. it had arrived in the mail just today. his genuine smile really made me feel how sincere he was abt the whole thing. wowww~
i made this really crap suggestion of going east coast to eat bak chor mee, knowing full well that he usually won't agree to such absurd requests & also the fact that there were many stall in amk that r selling BCM. furthermore, it was nearing 10pm, which further lessens the chance of heeding my suggestion. well, whaddayaknow~ surprise surprise.. he brought me all the way to east coast to eat BCM. oh happy happy day~
on our way back to the car after the meal i was practically smiling with bliss. he caught my smile. "wa, why someone so happy today?" i just grinned and replied, "i like my boyfriend." & huddled him close to me, gave him a quick squeeze. he smiled. i smiled.
"so we go back home now ok?" i nodded.
"no more delaying once we reach your house ah, i really need to sleep."
definately no problem , for being such a sweetie today.
when we reached my house downstairs i guess he was kinda expecting me to delay again, but i just smiled & said bye. he was happy. he initiated a big smack kiss on my lips. wa..he initiate wor.. i made him happy. i know it.
went up, texted him the 3 magical words cos i really meant it.
"i love you too, u are the best."
sweet sweet love.