Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
friday night 25042008:
alex brought me to central waraku, had dinner with jamie & dawn and their boyfriends. finally got to meet dawn. alex liked dawn for 2 whole years, i just had to find out what's she like. quite pretty, although more of sweet than than the really hot type.
had flashback of how alex mentioned before how similiar dawn n i looked alike. so maybe i can never be the hot type?
hmmm~ food for thought. lol. jamie was a very friendly girl & could hold conversation very well.
both jamie & dawn seemed genuinely happy to see alex get a girlfriend.
jamie shared that alex was a family person & made sure he was home for a certain amt of days just to have dinner with his family, dawn shared alex's fair share of road accidents. lol. overall quite ok, but noticed jamie n dawn both really very thin. must work hard to reduce weight, control diet. =)
afterwards went dbl O, initially alex wanted to jio more ppl one but i think SIM exam period so no one was like free except for samuel? lol. so in d end he didnt come (gooseberry? lol). me n him downed 1 jug of vodka ribena in 15min. then ordered beer. heard it is a lethal concoction.
we then went over to the dance floor. danced a short while, alex suggested i dance with other guys so he could see how guys pick me up & how i dance with guys. i was like wtf- whatever lor. he want like that i anything de. im up for it! lol. so i walked towards a group with 3 guys n a gal, started dncing with the gal. the gal chatted with me 4 awhile while dancing,
n another guy came in n intro-ed himself. 28yrs old. dance dance dance. looked over to alex, he motioned me over.
"i gotta go my friend's here" with that i left.
he was like, not bad, ask me try another group.
same thing. boogie with the guy quite easily. when quite into the flow i looked out for alex but he was nowhere to b found. so i cont enjoy lor lols. then aft awhile he came n tapped me n motioned me to go with a damn sour face.
"where'd u go?"
"to the gents. okay, that didnt feel good. that didnt feel good at all. i couldnt take it thats y i went to the gents. "
"okay.. u should have believed me when i say i get picked up easily during clubbing"
"okok, dance with me"
with that, we really boogied our way thru, many spectators looking, even cleared more space for us to dance. so many eyes on us. had a real fun time. i asked him if he had enjoyed himself.
"of course"
"any difference clubbing w me and your previous times?"
"yes," he explained that guys usually went to club with a hidden agenda of getting a gal, but this time he was really just there to dance n enjoy himself, cos he went with his girlfriend. so since he is alr with gal, no need to find gal alr. lol. and added that when we marry we're definately still gonna continue this. whahaha~
"so thats the only diff?"
"the whole time my eyes were on you and only you. i couldnt take my eyes off you. (flashback to counter-check: yes it is true. ding! socre 1! lol) it is as if the music n the place is there just for us.."
"there were many ppl looking at us"
"ya i like it, it proves that you're hot thats why they are all staring.. i have a hot girlfriend"
"um.. i think we were behaving more like flings"
"lol.. nope, u're the one i'll marry. no fling"
....LOL....
sunday 27042008:
alex & i supposed to go on a promotional spa package for couple & my interview at sheraton, but in the end we went neither. lol. so productive hor~~ incidentally, alex & i wore the same colour combi today: black top white bottom black shoes!
it was totally unplanned... so qiao!! wahahaha
he brought me to his ACS sch, had a mini tour around..AC boy with IJ girl.. fantasy come true man~ lol.. then after that things start to get a bit sian cos of sweltering sun.. called up jian min, richard, kah beng & ken for K session, since Alex n i wanna sing k..
discovered news of the century: Kah Beng's girlfriend is APRIL!! omg omg omg.. the world is so freaking small.. lol.. after let them see see Alex i think they a bit taken aback cos my breakup w jk was so sudden, they just saw me n him last month at my party only lol.. here are april & richard's comments:
APRIL:
"didnt really talk to him, but u guys seem quite close already"
"were we too... loving(touchy)?"
"hmm i tot a bit.. haha.. u seem very very happy, very enjoy each other's company"
RICHARD:
"that one yr new bf ar.. im so shocked..not sure u 2 how long le.. but seems a bit fast..he look like HK actor.. the Xiao An in Zhen Qing"
"mind i b frank? i c u sis then i say de..i feel that u 2 too intimate le bah..u n his body language very shocking sia.. less thn a mth leh..cos this guy got the rich guy kind of look..his shoes his clothes all branded wor, like some gong zi(prince). my advice is to take it slow. u met him at MOS is it? my impression of him is mild tempered, nice manners, soft spoken, likes branded goods, but touchy.."
lol...
found out from the horse's mouth that he was a ji hong.
my instincts were right. there was indeed sth missing when i found out im his 1st gf. he categorises gals under hong, flings or gf.
obviously at that time dawn was under gf, but cos he couldnt get her
n felt damn sian he hong the gals out to have supper n flings to satisfy.
and hong gals on rotational basis so they dun think he likes them. n ask them to intro more gals to him.
hence neverending supply of gals 4 him.
but he n the gals know they r not involved romantically. tho he caused haley n jason to break up cos he hong haley to go out too many times. said he felt nothing wrong cos he single. but now wont.
n i believe him. cos since we met we have been meeting everyday consecutively.
he sick today but insisted sending me home. how can someone play with gals but take r/s seriously? that does not make sense. but i can feel his seriousness for this r/s.
said im uncomfortable with having jessie n jan's pics in his hp. he deleted then w/o qn. felt better but nagging thought arises: whatif there's backup online or got soft copy etc?
cleared the sh*t abt jan too. i tot he liked her. in the end never la, he said if he had to choose he'd rather choose rebecca. he said got totally no feel for jan. another gal to hong for dinner only. thats b4 he met me.
okay thats abt it, finished updating. =)